Tuesday 8 May 2012

The real me

Since nobody knows who I am I just want to vent since I know for a fact after reading somebody elses blog that I have been hiding behind a veil and not letting you know the true me. In my mind that is not fair to anybody. I have been suffering from depression for years and it has been getting worse. However I am hoping on getting better in the future and working towards it. I do have an addiction that I am working through of inhalents and I am working through it and hope to be in recovery by August. Everyday is a struggle for me but I do my best to get through every second without using. Going day by day is to much to focus on right now. But I want to tell anybody who is reading this you can get through it, I know people who did and its ok to get help, nobody will think less of you. I used to be a Catholic, Pentecostal and I realized that even though I believe in Jesus I dont believe in their teachings ( churches) so now I am spiritual ( I believe that there is a number of gods/goddesses) and I also practice Wicca/ Witchcraft. I have set up my first alter which is on the next blog. Also I see Spirits/Ghosts on a daily basis and I find comfort in that. In addition, I talk to my spirit guides daily. I collect gemstones and old money. I am a good person and I also try to sign petitions for amnestry international. Much blessings
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3 comments:

  1. Urth CHILD12 May 2012 at 11:44

    AWESOME !!! You are a very courageous person. I, too, am spiritual, but not religious. I, too, have seen the Soul Essence of others. I, too, speak with a Guide. Also, I am considering embracing the Path of Wicca.....We have much in common, as I have also experienced depression for many years....I wish you strength and joy. Blessed Be, dear friend on the Path.

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  2. Calvin Barry13 May 2012 at 03:35

    I too, suffer from depression, and at times it does build up. I too was Catholic, and for a time visited the local Pentecostal church (which I may do again). But one thing is for sure, there is no one right religion for me, other than the religion of my heart. I also see ghosts, and practice Wicca/Witchcraft. I collect "old" money too. BB!

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  3. spiritualgirl3215 May 2012 at 07:28

    Thank you so much for your responses and to know that there are people out there that is like me makes me feel good about myself. I never thought of myself as a courageous person so thank you Urth Child for letting me see that. Last night and today was a hard day. Calvin, thank you for replying and telling me that you see ghosts, what old money do you have

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