Hoping to get my tongue ring changed today

Hi everyone, 5 minutes till my class starts so I decided to make a quick post. I misplacced my laptop and since I do miss it, it doesnt work very well at all. My birthday is on Saturday so my last post till then will be on Thursday I would say. As a treat for me I will get my tongue ring changed if possible, it keeps getting delayed since I will be far to busy on Saturday to do it. I am still struggling with my addiction but happy to say that I havent used in 6 days. Yeah!!! Lately I have allergies and a bit of a cold but I will put more intresting posts up starting next week. So long for now!

Busy day

Hi everyone, Got class in 10 mins and have to email my fiance before then. I am totally stressed out nowadays and cant wait to go for 4 weeks to have a rest in July I hope. I hope that you all have a great day

tongue ring

Good day everybody I bought 15 ( 5pks) of tongue rings and after so long I really hope that it can be changed on Friday since I really want my own in for my 33rd birthday on June 2. Cant wait. I saw one on ebay that I really want but as of right now dont have the funds to buy it. Maybe after my birthday I will if I recieve some money. I am still cleaning up my place after the water problem and with my computer going bonkers I never got to post a blog in sooo long. Back to my topic I will show you a picture of the triquetra tongue ring I really want. All I have to say when you get a tongue ring is rinse out your mouth with salt and water every time you eat and drink on some sites they say mouthwash. I did that and now the healing time is longer, also dont play around with it and dont eat really hot or spicy food or gum first when it is done. Well all for now time to go to sleep. Blessed be Spiritualandbeyond32

Very Busy but didnt forget about you

Good day everybody, It was a very stressful night for me last night since one of the valves in the place upstairs from where I live broke and the water went into my basement. Because of this I will not be on the computer very much but I will post whenever I get a moment at the school where I attend. My depression has been really bad the past week and I had my first anxiety attack last night in over three months, maybe even more. I am practicing my spirituality whenever I can even if it means going outside a few minutes early in the morning and thanking the god / goddess for everything they gave me or going outside even a few minutes at night to ask them to take care of me. I went to the Pentecostal Church yesterday since I was still struggling with my spirituality but I came to the realization that there beliefs were starting to not be my beliefs. Not sure if I would ever go back but I will see. Tonight my fiance is coming up to my place which I cant wait. Mom found out about my tongue piercing last night and she freaked, I am an adult but at times she treats me like I am 5 years old. Well I better go and get everything done before classes.; Blessed Be!

Updating

Good day everybody, I will have to make this very short since I have a ride picking me up in 4 minutes. Had a productive but busy day since I still go to college and before that I spent some time with my fiance. My laptop isnt working to good so I basicly have to try to squeeze whatever time I have at school to make some posts. My mood is very uplifting since for the first time ever I am helping others with their coursework. As CharmingPixieFlora ( from youtube) would say "Yeah". I had no cravings for inhalents and I will be doing some spiritual stuff when I get home after I eat and have a nap. If I can I will post another one today. Plus what I mentioned I did a video with my stepcats on it. They are so adorable and I consider them my children. Blessed be, SpiritualandBeyond32

First Spiritual/Meditation/Wicca Alter

Good day everybody, Well for a while now I have been planning on doing my first spiritual/ meditiation/ wicca alter and I just didnt know where to start and I didnt feel it was the right time till last night I was sitting down with my fiance and I told him that I wanted to set one help and he is such a sweetie, he helped me with it. So this is what is on my alter since I dont have a pic yet so it would be just the items on my alter for now North side: house with my herbs with two braze candle sticks on each side which I found at a thrift store that represets god/goddess In front of the left candlestick is a bird on a ball which I saw at a dollar store and my man bought it for me and next to it is a rock with a moon and sun that I actually bought for myself at a dollor store when I got it home it was broke so my man bought me a new one. In the middle is a rock that a friend gave me one time with a green stone on top and next to it is a Jesus Statue which my grandmother gave a similier one ( more about it in a previous entry, Wicca God with a buddha on its lap ( started to lose room for items). In front of the Gods is a sword on top of rocks that my fiance gave me which represents air and also the bell which I bought myself at this store which isnt a dollor store but close where I bought a letter opener which I use as an athame. In the middle is a coin which I use as a penticle next to that is a bowl in the south is a tealight battery candle and in front of the bird statue is a cup of water with a lid on it from of course the dollar store and a crystal that of course my man gave me. So that is my new alter. Much Blessing

The real me

Since nobody knows who I am I just want to vent since I know for a fact after reading somebody elses blog that I have been hiding behind a veil and not letting you know the true me. In my mind that is not fair to anybody. I have been suffering from depression for years and it has been getting worse. However I am hoping on getting better in the future and working towards it. I do have an addiction that I am working through of inhalents and I am working through it and hope to be in recovery by August. Everyday is a struggle for me but I do my best to get through every second without using. Going day by day is to much to focus on right now. But I want to tell anybody who is reading this you can get through it, I know people who did and its ok to get help, nobody will think less of you. I used to be a Catholic, Pentecostal and I realized that even though I believe in Jesus I dont believe in their teachings ( churches) so now I am spiritual ( I believe that there is a number of gods/goddesses) and I also practice Wicca/ Witchcraft. I have set up my first alter which is on the next blog. Also I see Spirits/Ghosts on a daily basis and I find comfort in that. In addition, I talk to my spirit guides daily. I collect gemstones and old money. I am a good person and I also try to sign petitions for amnestry international. Much blessings

spiritual searching

Hi everyone, I am doing some figuring out about my spiritual side and that is one of my plans today is to do some research in different religions and belief systems before bed. Starting intercession for college tommorow so I will need a good nights sleep but I will try to get in another post before bed probably like my old ones. I spent the day with my fiance who is one of the most patient guys I ever met and understands my spiritual stomp I am in, we went to the local dollor stores ( we have two) and to the local Walmart. Then went to the local pizza place since I was starved. The rain held off till we got inside which was good. I have to do the rest of the things on my list before bed so talk to you later.

struggling spiritually

The reason for the lack of posts is that i was doing some soul.searching with my beliefs and wull be doing this in the future. it has been very stressful and i am actually losing sleep over it tonight so any advice will be greating appreciated. i believe in wicca, buddism, christianity and hinduism. If i dont make a post please understand.

Happy Beltane

This is my first official Beltane celebration and until my fiance brought it up I almost forgot all about it. I found out yesterday that I got an outer ear infection so I was sleeping most of the day and just feeling yucky. Ok back to the subject at hand. This is a Wicca celebration that is for the coming of spring, the celebration of fertility and honouring the Goddess and the other woman in your life. After doing some research I found the one that I wanted where I put stones in a bowl of water two for my grandmother, 1 for my mom, 1 for an aunt that is living and 1 in memory of an aunt that passed away then one for me. Then you focus on the femine energy around you. The thing is I cant remember where I got it to.