Feel like I am missing out on life - so confused

Hi everybody, As everybody in the world knows we know got a new pope now : Pope Francis and even though I am thrilled that he is in power I am more confused about my Christian faith. The fact that he doesn't support so much made me realize how much witchcraft means to me. With witchcraft its very nature base, supports all walks of life, enjoys nature and believes in the healing through nature. The fact that they follow the rede "Ain't harm none do what you will" is what I believe in. The reason why I don't say Wicca is because I feel like I am not there yet, really I don't know exactly where I am now a days. My boyfriend recited a quote that came from a famous leader: can't remember who though " Follow the religion of your heart". The trouble is that I believe in Jesus and I want to see him one day however I believe there are many different gods and also you are reincarnated if you don't go to heaven not go to hell and I definantly don't believe in Satan even though I believe in Karma. I just feel like my whole life is passing me by and I don't know who I really am. Thanks for listening.