Just need to be!!! Just need to be heard

One thing that I like about this blog is that I can be myself and I dont have to worry about anything. My day wasnt as good as I wanted it to be. It started out good but by this afternoon my depression was getting really bad and then mom screamed at me in the car. I am an adult but at times I feel like she treats me like I am five and doesnt respect my choice to be a witch, that I see ghosts and hear them ( she believes me but doesnt take me seriously) and I have to pretend that I am something that I am not. My fiance came to see me which helped a lot. At least around my fiance I can be me, pretty much the only person I feel that I can be. My family does love me but sometimes on their terms and it hurts a lot. I think part of the reason is that I do have an addiction and the stress of all of this interferes with my process to get better and I dont know what to do. I hope that somebody will help me through this with some suggestions. Thank you for listening.