The real me

Since nobody knows who I am I just want to vent since I know for a fact after reading somebody elses blog that I have been hiding behind a veil and not letting you know the true me. In my mind that is not fair to anybody. I have been suffering from depression for years and it has been getting worse. However I am hoping on getting better in the future and working towards it. I do have an addiction that I am working through of inhalents and I am working through it and hope to be in recovery by August. Everyday is a struggle for me but I do my best to get through every second without using. Going day by day is to much to focus on right now. But I want to tell anybody who is reading this you can get through it, I know people who did and its ok to get help, nobody will think less of you. I used to be a Catholic, Pentecostal and I realized that even though I believe in Jesus I dont believe in their teachings ( churches) so now I am spiritual ( I believe that there is a number of gods/goddesses) and I also practice Wicca/ Witchcraft. I have set up my first alter which is on the next blog. Also I see Spirits/Ghosts on a daily basis and I find comfort in that. In addition, I talk to my spirit guides daily. I collect gemstones and old money. I am a good person and I also try to sign petitions for amnestry international. Much blessings